journaling food

Monday, October 31, 2005

lunch

Feeling cranky, cold, pouty
grilled ham, apple and brie ciabatta from upstairs
more coffee w/cream
poor me

breakfast

Two pieces Dakota toast w/butter, peanut butter and jam
got really sick afterwards—felt awful, got coffee w/cream to see if it helped (did a little)
we’ll see how lunch goes

Sunday, October 30, 2005

dinner

Lasagna
salad
Brussels sprouts w/cheese
garlic bread
ice cream
applecrisp
feeling slightly sick!

 

Stats

October 18th: Wt: 213 Shoulder: 46.25 Chest: 43 Waist: 38 Hips: 51.25 Right Thigh: 28.75 Right Arm: 14.5 October 25th: Wt: 215

Catch Up

Need to clean out email inbox Scheduled appt. w/Keebler clinic, also follow-up pap w/Dr. McL--we'll see Starting Topamax--25mg at night for 2 weeks--S-L-O-W start Add prenatal vitamins to that Need to do weekly summary of activity, food, mood.... Monday--Curves 7a!! Wed--Victoria 7:15 w/shorts!! Thurs--Victoria 7:15a Weekend Activity--walking needs to be out sometime soon, needs to be higher impact activity Resting heart rate Sunday: 58 Resting heart rate Fri: 72 Sun Lunch: Beef barley soup water Sun Breakfast: Dakota toast w/butter, peanut butter, jam water Sat Dinner: Olive Garden--capellini pomodoro, 2 plates salad, 3 breadsticks Diet Coke 1 beer Sat Lunch: 6" Subway Sand--Italian BMT, pepperoni, salami, ham, provolone, wheat bread Green Tea Walking Sat Am--downtown Ballard, errands, etc. Breakfast Sat Am: Coffee w/cream Chocolate croissant carmel apple bread from great harvest Dinner Friday Night: PF Changs---mmmmmm! chicken lettuce cups pork steamed dumplings cosmopolitan sidecar 1/2 order honey ginger shrimp

Friday, October 28, 2005

pm snack

Yogurt
still craving sweets/chocolate like crazy…..

 

drinks

Caf free green team this am
water during supermoms
2 caf free diet cokes lunch

 

lunch

Leftover stir-fired steak and zucchini, some of my cousin’s sandwich (oops)

 

breakfast

Toast w/butter, peanut butter, and jam
green tea

 

Thursday, October 27, 2005

dinner

soup

 

mid-pm snack

Dakota toast w/butter and peanut butterf
caf free diet pepsi
green tea

 

mid-am snack

Dakota toast w/butter and peanut butter
green tea

 

victoria this am

Better, tired.  Working from home today—bad night.  Started my period—cried myself to sleep.  
See below for notes from this am
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Resting Heart: 30 seconds x two - to find exact training "zones" for you. We need this to start interval training.

 

Start taking your pre-natals - write that down in blog as well.

Write down water intake in blog too!

 

Also - sign up for Jingle Bell Walk... (sorrry - had to do the plug)

 

Friday: Supermoms

Saturday: shopping + some sort of activity

Sunday: aunts

Monday: Curves

Tuesday: off

Wednesday: 7:15ish at Victoria (wear shorts to get body fat)

Thursday: 7:15ish at Victoria

Firday: Supermom

 

 

Notes:

Substitute idea: pure butter w/peanut butter on bread.

 

Laura: Diet doesn't seem to affect depression at all. Comfort: curling up in bed w/dog. Nothing makes me happy. Body image doesn't seem to affect depression much - just maybe for a few hours.. not weeks and weeks.

 

Caffeine interacts with medication - so can not have in any capacity.

 

40 pound gain in 4 months last year - italy, foot broken, etc.

breakfast

Banana
Dakota toast w/butter and jam

 

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

dinner

Bread w/butter

2 see’s candies..erg…

 

mid-pm snack

Celery and peanut butter.  Still starving.  Also, still no period…dammit.  Hate this, gets my hopes up….

 

lunch

Leftover rice/chx/broccoli/chs/salsa—mm, mm, good! J

 

breakfast

Bread w/butter and jam

 

dinner last night

Rice/chx/broccoli w/ff sour cream and some sharp cheddar cheese—very good, packed leftovers for lunches
oh, also, 2 pieces see’s candy….erg….must throw out…
K

 

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

shopping this weekend

Need earrings, necklace
boots
pants
suitcase

 

mid-pm snack

4 see’s candies….arg…..
finally switched to decaf green tea
very irritable and craving chocolate like a madwoman—period starting perhaps???!?!

 

lunch

Penne w/meat sauce
caf free diet coke

 

workout this am

w/Victoria—couldn’t get my heart rate up, stubbornly stayed at 125.  Yesterday’s supermoms workout kicked my ass—I think that’s why

 

breakfast

Banana

Hardboiled egg

 

dinner last night

Stir-fried steak and zucchini

2 see’s candies

 

Monday, October 24, 2005

mid-aft snack

Got hungry quickly—celery and peanut butter

 

luc

Keaboard broke…salad

 

mid-am snack

Hard-boiled egg
caf free diet coke

 

breakfast

Great harvest  bread w/margarine and new jam—not filling, will be adding peanut butter in the future.  Also—now hate margarine, switching to butter.
Oh, and coffee w/cream.

 

weekend

Not good, not good at all.  Not bad really, but not good.
Friday Dinner:  went out, 1 glass of wine, appetizer, spare ribs w/mashed potatoes, saved half for lunch though
Sat:  raspberry croissant for breakfast, went shopping and bought tons of nummy stuff, wore myself out putting gout yard signs—counted that as my “fun activity” for the weekend, ate mostly the bread I bought from great harvest, oh and some sushi
Sun:  The day went to hell—had all these great plans, but laid around and watched Sex and the City all freaking day.  Dammit.  Did go out and shoot hoops for about 15 mins b/4 it started raining again.   Had cereal for breakfast, leftovers from Friday’s dinner for lunch, bread for snack, and had dinner (pasta w/meat sauce) at the station.  Oh well, like I said, not perfect, but not horrible.

 

Friday, October 21, 2005

reminds me

Need preg tests tonight for tomorrow AM

 

weekend plans

So, must figure out how the weekend will work, to keep myself on track!  Especially b/c Greg is working Sunday—which is always bad when he’s working, I tend to go for either a) comfort food or b) convenience food, none of which are good for me!  I also need to decide if I’m going to WW or not—still on the fence, like I’m waiting for something—maybe to see how I react to what I’m currently doing?  I don’t know….
SAT:
So, sat am we’ll probably help out Ed’s campaign.  Perfect time for coffee and croissant—eek!  Okay, keep the coffee, can I get by on toast, pb and J?  
Mid-morning snack—eh, the usual, egg or yogurt
I’d like to go to home depot or something to figure out this trash-bag idea I have for my car, so we’ll probably be on the road during lunch….hmm.  Wish I could get the salads they have here elsewhere!  Should have bought one to take with me.  Depending on how hungry I am, eat AT HOME either b/4 or after Home Depot
Also:  go shopping for food!!!!
Also:  go shopping for balls
Fun activity:  go across to the park and play Frisbee, or soccer or basketball
Dinner:  Maybe that chicken and rice dish I’m thinking about, and make enough for lunches, or stir-fried steak and zucchini. 
Evening:  Watch shows?  Work?  Oh, have been invited to a party—if we go, limit food and alcohol!!!  Starts at 7p.
SUN:
This will be a hard day—Greg works.  I always end up eating convenience food.  Arg.  Well, breakfast I can probably get away with Cereal.  Lunch?  Hmmm, Soup, Sushi??  Maybe buy a salad while shopping Saturday?  Yeah, I’ll buy something at PCC.  And that gets me to dinner!  Which I’ll probably eat at the station, since it’s a Sunday.  The usual snacks in between.  Reminder:  need more celery!
But what do I want to DO Sunday?  Sit around all day?  Watch shows all day?  Nah—I usually end up with a headache.  Is it supposed to be nice?  Eh, supposed to be mixed.  Work?  Bleh…need a brain break.  Well, I can start my xmas list.  Already went shopping last week—out of money!  Hmm, maybe paint.  Try my hand at copying some Beatrix Potter or something—good idea!
J  Or, maybe I should start with something easier J  Maybe seuss J  yeah, that will be my entertainment—painting!
Yay!  Weekend Plans!

supermoms

Exhausted—need nap

 

mid-am snack

Tired all of a sudden
caprese salad

Off to supermoms

 

breakfast

Toast w/rasp jam
not filling

dinner last night

6oz mozz w/celery
1 See’s Chocolate
not filling

Thursday, October 20, 2005

lunch

Leftover pasta w/marinara and ultra-lean beef

 

mid-morning

Hardboiled egg
coffee w/cream

 

breakfast

Kashi puffs w/skim milk

 

dinner last night

Pasta w/marinara sauce and ultra-lean ground beef

 

snack yesterday

5pm—very hungry
Hardboiled egg
2 oz peanut butter

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

lunch

Didn’t pack one, again
Salad from upstairs—lettuce, mozz, salami, roasted red peppers, olives, croutons, vinaigrette dressing

this am

Bad bad morning—very depressed/anxious, very frustrated
Choc croissant
coffee

 

dinner last night

4 oz mozz, 1 tomato

 

afternoon snack yesterday

Green apple
Peanut butter

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

snack

Two chocolates (godiva—really good)
stooped MS meetings…grr….

 

RE: Tuesday follow up: 1 action item

Here you go

Laura Reichlin | Events | US BMO | Microsoft Corporation | w: 425.706.6952 | m: 206.550.8319

-----Original Message----- From: Victoria Hunt [mailto:victoriamhunt@hotmail.com] Sent: Tuesday, October 18, 2005 8:01 AM To: Laura Reichlin (Kelly Services Inc) Cc: victoriamhunt@hotmail.com Subject: Tuesday follow up: 1 action item

Wednesday: off Thursday: victoria's Friday: supemoms

Sleep: bed by 10, up by 7ish

Laura - review, edit this list - send me an updated one by Wednesday EOD. We'll discuss further on Thursday. At that time, we'll discuss blog posting. YIPEEE!

Breakfast: oatmeal, eggs, whole wheat toast--include jam/sharp cheddar cheese for flavor

Mid Snack: peaches, nectarines, rasperries, bananas, hard boiled egg yogurt (yoplait, cascade) green tea (decaf)

Lunch: pack leftovers from night before prepack: chicken/rice/nf sour cream, angel hair pasta w/marina (protein), rice/blackbeans/salsa, steak/chk tacos w/nf sour cream soup plan b: salad at work

Snack: yogurt - (yoplait, cascade) apple/celery & peanut butter 1/2 dozen nuts

Dinner: Greg cooks: Salmon, Steak, Stir Fry (steak and zucchini, misc.), Pascal Salad

absolutely fascinating

lunch

Didn’t pack lunch

Chicken ceasar salad

Ministrone soup

Caf free diet coke

 

PS

Dr. said the Clomid would delay my period—essentially, it won’t change the amt of time btwn my ovulation and period, but will delay the ovulation itself….so, instead of starting tomorrow, I would probably start Sunday—15 days btwn ovulation and period, and ovulation started on day 17 instead of normal day 12.  make sense?

 

lied

Okay, I feel a little more sore this morning than I originally said.  Ugh.

md appt

So, he thinks I’m over medicated—he also thinks there’s something going on with my hormones, but very elusive.  Also thinks I may be oversleeping.  So, going off Prozac for a few weeks and supposed to chart my feelings everyday, this will let him figure out where I breakthrough and therefore what the correct dosage is for me.  Ugh.  A little worried, but he knows that.  If I don’t get pregnant, we may just switch me back to effexor, since I did so well on that.  Also supposed to regulate to no more than 8 hours of sleep.  So, off to create my excel spreadsheet to track my moods.  Yippe! J

breakfast

Hard boiled egg

Yogurt

Coffee

 

dinner last night

Baked chicken—1 thing, 2 drumsticks

Yogurt

 

Monday, October 17, 2005

Food Plan

Draft plan anyway

 

Breakfasts:  oatmeal w/choc chips or egg substitute w/sharp cheddar cheese
AM Snack:  hard boiled egg or light yogurt

Lunches:  Spaghetti w/sugar free/fat-free sauce
            Chicken and rice w/broccoli and ff sour cream and sharp cheddar cheese

            Soup

            Rice, black beans, and salsa (w ff sour cream)

            Chicken tacos w/ff sour cream

PM Snack:  celery or green apple w/peanut butter

Dinner:  whatever Greg makes for me

Bad day

Bad day, bad day, ugh, just having a really really bad day.  As evidenced by the maniacal refreshing of amalah’s site, just hoping for something interesting.  Have descended  into googling terms such as “I hate my job” “I want to quit” and “Why does my life suck.”  Have done no work today—am seeing MD tomorrow am.  Thank god.

 

mid-aft snack

GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!  Couldn’t stand it anymore—had to get a rice crispy treat…arg!!!!

Also:  caf free diet coke

Hi, my name is Laura and I’m a sugaraholic.

Gah

 

lunch

Leftover Chinese

Talking rain

 

Supermoms

12 noon supermoms—kicked my butt, ready for a nap ugh!

 

mid-morning

Hard-boiled egg

Caf free diet coke

 

Breakfast today

Oatmeal w/choc chips, “I can’t believe its not butter” spray, 1 packet splenda

Coffee w/creamer

Still not really fulfilling croissant craving—though craving isn’t as bad….

Motivated self to get out of bed w/promise of posting pic of Greg from Teatro Zinzanni down at the station.  Hmmm, think I’ll post it hear as well! J

 

Sunday "fun"

Walked around Greenlake

Stopped to play Frisbee appx 20 mins (took a while to get my heart rate down after that)

Sunday

Breakfast:  oatmeal w/chocolate chips

Lunch:  leftover Chinese

Dinner: Teatro Zinzanni!!! 

            Appetizer—mozz, salami, olive tapenade, pita crisps

            Soup—Butternut Squash

            Salad—field greens, candied almonds, pears, vinaigrette

            Main—lamb tenderloin, steamed peas, mashed pots

            Dessert—tiramisu

            Wine—two glasses

            Coffee w/cream

 

Saturday

Breakfast:  Cereal—Kashi 9 grain puffs (or something)

Lunch:  Sushi—12 California rolls

Dinner:  Chicken caesar salad, 2 pieces garlic bread

Friday Dinner

Chinese—veggies and tofu, sautéed in black bean sauce

 

Friday, October 14, 2005

STARVING

Starving—was ready to eat at 3pm.  Hoping I can make it home without killing someone….must find a better way

lunch

Ham, apple and brie ciabatta

Caf free diet coke

 

better idea

I’ll do my Slim in 6 dvd!!  The EASY version though! J

supermoms

Dammit—won’t be able to make supermoms today.  Damn damn damn.  Need plan B—maybe walk this afternoon or on the treadmill at home??

breakfast

Choc Croissant—bad morning

dinner last night

Baked Chicken: 1 breast, 2 drumsticks

Caprese salad

Caf Free, diet pepsi

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Week's plan

Look into Weight Watchers.

Friday – Supermoms 12n

Saturday – consider/plan weekly nutrition

Sunday - go for walk

Monday – supermoms 12n

Tuesday – 7:15am, measurements

Wed. - off

Thursday – 7:15am, nutrition

In general, Sa or Sun (not both) - "fun activity" - walk, soccer, basketball, mountain bike, swimming

lunch

BLT with brie on ciabatta bread, with lettuce.

The lettuce is good, right?

Nausea gone….

Workouts

Last night:  45 mins walking, 2.5mph

This am (7:15!):  25 mins elliptical, avg 135 bpm, stretching, 4x15 crunches

Feeling slightly naseous right now….(really, actually)

 

breakfast

Banana

Venti Decaf Americano, w/cream

last night

Clam chowder (apparently 98% ff) appx 10pm

 

 

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Dinner

diet Pepsi chocolate frosted donettes ugh, again not good

Lunch

Decaf Diet coke

Arby’s Beef n’ Cheddar

Not good, ran out of time and money.

mid-afternoon

Decaf diet coke

mid-morning

Decaf coffee w/creamer

Breakfast

1 choc croissant

Venti Decaf Americano, single shot, w/cream

Mission to find something else:  failed

However, it was enlightening to make the attempt—I realized that I was using the chocolate croissant to motivate myself to get out of bed in the morning.  “If you get out of bed, you’ll get a treeeeeaaat!!!”  Like I’m my dog….

 

So, I also like them b/c they are a) warm and b) have sugar.  So I need something that motivates and is warm and has sugar.  I was thinking I could replace the treat part with coffee—at least a step in the right direction, away from a croissant.  And maybe the warm/sugar with oatmeal with some chocolate chips in it—again, has to be much better for me than a croissant, you’re at least losing the fat and adding fiber.  Right?

 

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Dinner

Chicken Phad Thai: 2-3 cups

mid-afternoon snack

1 tsp marshmallow fluff

 

so far today

Breakfast:  Chocolate Croissant, caf free diet pepsi

Coffee:  3 cups decaf w/creamer

Lunch:  Grilled mozz/tom/basil/pesto sandwich (wheat bread)

 

 

testing

Testing….

 

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